Ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out. I wish i knew.

Do you ever get the feeling you've wasted a day almost completely? That happened with me today, I went out with Josh and plans to actually do something until we got charlotte to come out which ended up with us staying at her house for about 2 hours while I listened to Deja Entendu (that album follows me everywhere). I felt way to wrecked today anyway, I have an opposite affect when it comes to sleep, I feel like crap when i get too much sleep and I have sugar all over my bed from the night before so i'm currently thinking of different ways to avoid lying on it,I think the best is just don't sleep which is why i'm writing this at 4 in the morning after learning the solo to smells like teen spirit on bass(i have a feeling it's the easiest solo on earth).

Right now i look to my left and i see Within Temptation on TV, i look back towards the computer screen and see those magical words "Panic! at the disco" I think i know which band i go with.

Well I watched the film papparazi today and can honestly say i remember shit all about it, i have a very short attention span and if a film doesn't grip me enough i amuse myself with other things, i can't remember what i amused myself with either but that's for me to find out from my friends and now i'm listening to "play crack the sky" or "guernica, i can't decide.

I'm currently having my dinner cooked by Josh as he just makes whatever idea we have such as today we come up with sausage, beans, cheese and bacon all in the same tasty oatcake, now that was a winning combination but damn does that make you feel like you could die within the next few seconds, oh and by the way i went with "guernica" as it leads on "play crack the sky" while taking a 7 minute detour in gloomy pit that is "good to know that if i ever needed attention all i have to do is die"

Right now mindsay is starting to fuck up on me so i'm very close to hitting the computer screen, but violence never solves anything so i'm gonna stick it out for now.

I've just figured out that this was my first proper blog entry so that's a first, as is today i tested my friends chocolate fountain, which i do have to say makes you ill very fast, damn that melted chocolate goodness, so much at one time was not meant for human eyes.

My trousers, pants, whatever you wanna call them, will not stay on at the moment, any chance i get they come off, but better off than on i suppose.

This was just a sad excuse to find out how crappy my life can be yet good, today was 2 different days, crap yet good but i still wasted my saturday which i'm not getting back.

So here i go, i'm going now, if you want me to go i'm gone, fine i'm going, bye, cya then, Oh well a little argument with myself their so i gues this is so long and farewell.

byebye dick lips