Ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out. I wish i knew.

i think i may have beaten the taking back sunday picture

Do you ever get the feeling you've wasted a day almost completely? That happened with me today, I went out with Josh and plans to actually do something until we got charlotte to come out which ended up with us staying at her house for about 2 hours while I listened to Deja Entendu (that album follows me everywhere). I felt way to wrecked today anyway, I have an opposite affect when it comes to sleep, I feel like crap when i get too much sleep and I have sugar all over my bed from the night before so i'm currently thinking of different ways to avoid lying on it,I think the best is just don't sleep which is why i'm writing this at 4 in the morning after learning the solo to smells like teen spirit on bass(i have a feeling it's the easiest solo on earth).

Right now i look to my left and i see Within Temptation on TV, i look back towards the computer screen and see those magical words "Panic! at the disco" I think i know which band i go with.

Well I watched the film papparazi today and can honestly say i remember shit all about it, i have a very short attention span and if a film doesn't grip me enough i amuse myself with other things, i can't remember what i amused myself with either but that's for me to find out from my friends and now i'm listening to "play crack the sky" or "guernica, i can't decide.

I'm currently having my dinner cooked by Josh as he just makes whatever idea we have such as today we come up with sausage, beans, cheese and bacon all in the same tasty oatcake, now that was a winning combination but damn does that make you feel like you could die within the next few seconds, oh and by the way i went with "guernica" as it leads on "play crack the sky" while taking a 7 minute detour in gloomy pit that is "good to know that if i ever needed attention all i have to do is die"

Right now mindsay is starting to fuck up on me so i'm very close to hitting the computer screen, but violence never solves anything so i'm gonna stick it out for now.

I've just figured out that this was my first proper blog entry so that's a first, as is today i tested my friends chocolate fountain, which i do have to say makes you ill very fast, damn that melted chocolate goodness, so much at one time was not meant for human eyes.

My trousers, pants, whatever you wanna call them, will not stay on at the moment, any chance i get they come off, but better off than on i suppose.

This was just a sad excuse to find out how crappy my life can be yet good, today was 2 different days, crap yet good but i still wasted my saturday which i'm not getting back.

So here i go, i'm going now, if you want me to go i'm gone, fine i'm going, bye, cya then, Oh well a little argument with myself their so i gues this is so long and farewell.

byebye dick lips

Does anyone have any ideas for band names?

This time i've got nothing to say besides, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo. Well that and i've actually decided to write something. Since starting high school I have met so many new people. It's like as soon as I started there all these people came out of hiding. It's amazing there. I haven't had a girlfriend since January now i've only been 2 weeks at a new school and i have found someone(Ella).

I keep meeting new people on the internet aswell because of penpalworld.com and I have met a group of friends on the internet (Hannah, Natalie, Alex ETC.).

Life is finally starting to look up for me, I knew it would happen sometime I just didn't think this soon.

Lately I have been listening to Brand New and Coheed and Cambria a hell of a lot but that's okay because both bands fucking rule.

Sign out.

I keep forgetting that my account on mindsay exists. I only remember to come on here when someone else mentions it or i see something about taking back sunday cause of the picture. oh well, have fun.

I know i don't write many blogs but i am writing now to say that alien's exist and the US government fucked up.
They thought it would be a good idea to make a deal with he aliens that in exchange for new technology from the aliens they would cover up and ignore all abductions and cattle mutilations. After this the government discovered that they couldn't use this technology and they were letting thousands of abductions happen with nothing to do about it. i am partway through reading an 87 page essay about this and have alredy come to the conclusion the they fucked up.

I got glasses today.

How's my Taking Back Sunday picture.